Must read: Introduction
Consider the following post as my own introduction in the format of frequently asked questions (FAQ). The reason for such type of introduction is to clearly define the answer and to have the ability to continuously update the article while preserving sanity.
Fair warning
Do not believe me. Read me if you wish, laugh, do whatever you want in fact, but do not, and I repeat, do not by any circumstance think that what I am writing is the full truth. Think for yourself. Find the truth for yourself, by yourself. I am not a guru, I am not a master. Even if I had the capabilities to be it now or in the future, I will reject such possibilities as we are all the same. I am nothing more or less than you are and that is a fact.
I am not responsible for you. You are on your own. Read me if you wish, deny me if you wish. Depending on the context, I may give a shit. Most likely, won't.
I am not trying to teach you or anyone else anything. I am not awakened! I am not enlightened!
Who Am I?
Behind the veil of secrecy stands a man, behind the man, perceptions, behind perceptions, soul. Soul, like you, are; not interested in sharing his private information on the world wide web. None of such disclosure would give more light onto what I am going to write nor give any additional information besides already given. Therefore, it’s irrelevant for you to know my worldly identity and I am planning to keep it that way unless the universe chooses otherwise for which I have no saying in it, do I?
Secrecy?
I am not afraid of someone knowing who I am. Those who are in search, those who were searching, do know exactly what I am talking about when I say fear is just but a necessary veil designed to be understood and rejected.
I am not interested in lies but rather actual truth. Therefore, conspiracy theories and such shit are not what I have in mind. I might speak about them, however, clearly stating what they are to me.
In the eyes of the world, a very irrelevant person, living in a small country, who encountered the path of the truth, not by my own wish in the beginning.
The enigma you might experience while reading articles, I can assure you, there’s nothing extraordinary about me. Right now having a cigarette in the ashtray, with legs on the desk, sitting in a totally unhealthy pose, and typing down this post while thinking why the fuck am I doing this and that I should go back to work. Ordinary as fuck. Look, I even swear.
Purpose of this blog?
My own personal contemplation and investigation of “What am I?”, “Who am I?”, “What is true” and so on. Digging deep.
The purpose is to share my own path with the world for those, encountering it without any type of marketing effort from my side.
Look it like this. Instead of writing a diary in an offline notebook, I’ve chosen to write it here, where I do practice writing skills and working to bypass any type of insecurities I have about speaking something and someone saying you’re full of shit.